I hope those days pass quick!

I still can't believe it's finally here... I suppose I will have to spend some days figuring out I am off work until Jan. 2nd!

I NEED to paint my nails... nail art was my passion. 

I haven't been able to earn more days... I only got these days off because I worked extra. I officially don't have time off. 

We had such a fun Christmas dinner at work today... we had to say goodbye to a lot of people because of cut backs and lack of funding but everyone were just giggling and laughing.

I sat next to the big boss, and when we played a present game; I had the cheek to 'steal' a present from him. Turns out that gave him a whole new respect for me! He hates people who suck up to him. 

Everything is changing at work here... On the plus side I have been given more work, and more actual important work... I can't wait to finally get some responsibility... and I keep hoping that somehow it will make them hire me... but I am not being naive either... but I promised myself I would work for it anyway. 

I have already been told directly, and several times by a co-worker that she is so happy I am staying... but she is going to be so lost when I have to leave in Feb.


Sadly I have lost my favourite task at work... I have been 'playing nurse' as I call it. Which meant assissting a doctor with an OGTT procedure on patients... basically my work was turning blood samples and most importantly making sure she kept her crucial time points. 
I am no longer 'allowed' to do that because of the cut-backs and it has been decided I will be too busy. 

What is worse... I know how this sounds... but she'll be lost without me. She's so un-organized. Imagine Sherlock without John! 

I FINALLY solved the Rubik's Cube I won yesterday... it has been doing my head in! 

I hope you get some answers quickly, but it sounds like this is certainly something that is better to know so you can help her avoid it. 

my fine motor skills have always sucked... I am very ashamed of my handwriting. But I guess I am the one who has the biggest issue with it. Luckily today with all the technology it shouldn't be too hard on your daughter I hope!

I always have to redo the notes I take at work... especially if it's a phone message I've jabbed down. 
Funny actually... I have too always had a 'too good' nose... I can get terribly distracted by certain smells... now you have me wondering if there's a connection. 

Best of luck with it all! 

I'm on holidays and I'm returning to London tomorrow with my best friend.... I'm happy !

Have a good one, Titania!

Do try and go to the exhibition, I enjoyed it.

Hubby bought me a lovely Sherlock bag yeasterday...to cheer me up, I think.

'My guy' and me have been such a roller coaster... I've messed up, and I've felt so lonely again...

Yesterday we had a fight... he had no internet connection Tuesday and Wednesday, and apprently I completely misunderstood him Sunday (when we had another fight)... I thought he had said he didn't want to hear me talk about getting hurt... meaning I really had no one left to talk with. 

I don't really want to call what we had yesterday a fight... it was just me refusing to talk and adding some cold remarks... He told me he was going to make his brother borrow him his laptop in the night and he wanted us to talk... he wanted to be there for me and make me feel better. And he did. He spent all night listening to me... sending amazing songs and I ended up feeling on top of the world again. 

Today it was my 'turn' to be there for him... yesterday he opened up a bit to me about how his ex has torn him to pieces... we talked about her a lot tonight, even if he said he was scared I would get hurt... 
Bless him! She broke his heart into a million pieces and he's more worried about me. 
(it's so odd about his ex... long before I met him she used to cyber bully me badly) but honestly, it doesn't hurt me to hear him say that she was the first woman he loved and he felt like he'd never love anyone again... and it's why he isn't ready yet to feel what I feel for him. 

Anyways... the good news is, before he left he finally asked me on another 'cam date'... it's been too long since we had one. I was a bit worried he didn't want to look at my ugly face anymore. 
Turns out the man was scared stiff of asking me because he thought I didn't want to... 

And right now I feel like a pre-teen picking an outfit and giggling