So great to hear! Very well deserved! 

Off topic: Mattlocked, how would you grade your irony in your post, as a positive and constructive one or as a negative one? Because it hurts me, it is not funny to me. If you have a problem with me and my opinions in another thread, please PM me, but please don't make it as an issue on one more thread.  I came actually yesterday to post these reviews in the other thread, but it got to off the rails to post them there, there got to me to hurtful, hence a new separate thread for those who would like to discuss the reviews and videos and stay away from the drama. Thank you for your understanding.

Last edited by A lovely light (December 17, 2014 12:30 pm)

My comments that i feel the forum negative in some aspects was also not supposed to be either funny or ironic, but what i said. Yes, i feel that and the kind of reactions i got just underlined that for me. If you expect excuses for my feelings, for being sincere when i felt wounded, please, accept them. It was supposed to be about how I feel, not to accuse you. Like i said, it is for everybody on this forum to choose if this forum is supposed to be a small family or a big one, because in a big one there are more different feelings who comes in play.  I get that you are happy how the things are right now on this forum and you cannot understand or see how someone else gets another vibe, that is why i posted, because i thought is worth to show it, that perhaps poeple will look in other way and make another choices. I thought is worth to point it for the benefit of the forum, if i woudn't i woudn't have posted but just go away. I am not a master of subtext and neither of elegant posts, if it rubbed on you in such a way that you felt such an answer from your part was called for and that this won't underline and support actually my feeling of a negative forum, it was not my aim and for that yes, i am sorry. 

Yes, i post the reviews here because i had all the tabs of these reviews open since yesterday and i wanted  to get rid of them. The other thread i read of course, but i felt that i need more time to think about  what i have to say.  I understand as well that people are not comfortable with certain words or innuendo jokes, that is way in the other thread about the interviews i pointed them to make them easy the decision if they want to read /watch or not (oh God, now i see that if one was disturbed from for opening a new thread, one may feel that i tryed to be ironic or i woud try to hurt about that too). So see? I try to learn from my mistakes. 

And yes, i thought that i would try for now on to react only on the postive threads and post and don't react anymore to those sensible to me or which hurts me. 

Naturally,if you want and i am so unwelcomed here, i know where the door is. If i come here today and i try to explain anything, is because if i would get throgh that door, it would be such an abyss that i won't enjoy the show as well, not only the fandom or forum.

I hope you also read my post, a lovely light. This board is a place for discussion and everyone is entitled to have their own opinion. However, I draw the line at hate respectively accusations of hate. They have no place in here and I hope very much that so far I managed to avoid such feelings or reacted in an appropriate way if they happened anyway.