BBC Sherlock Fan Forum - Serving Sherlockians since February 2012 / Phantom's Poetry

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** November 30, 2014 9:00 pm

Strong...

What you call my strength,
Is what I name my weakness.
This smile on my lips;
All the times I've picked myself up,
When I was on the floor again.
You have never seen tears;
Never seen me curse...
Always that damned smile on my lips...
As I take on your sorrows;
Atop of my own,
Pushing away what ails me,
Because I am too weak;
To admit I am not as strong as you believe...

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Please Be Safe

I hear myself heave sighs,
Everytime you tell me;
'Please be safe'.
I shake my head;
Sometimes even clench a fist...
Your feelings for me drive me up the wall,
And still here am I,
Doing the very same things...
That you annoy me with...
It's not that I hate you,
I care so much,
But your worrying...
Don't you see?
I have no clue how to react.
I was always on my own,
And not even I cared,
For myself...

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Wrong!

A life of hearing everything I was;
Was wrong...
Growing slowly, slowly becoming myself...
It took years to find confidence;
To realize it is perfectly all right;
To be everything I am.
And I learned to laugh at that fight,
The struggle to beat the others;
At being a uniform mess of mass...
Yet that nagging bit of doubt,
It never seems to fully die...

Last edited by This Is The Phantom Lady (November 30, 2014 9:00 pm)

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** December 29, 2014 8:21 pm

Love Story

I met you in August,
You met me in September.
My heart whispered your name,
Yearned to know more;
To know you inside and out;
And at first I was the broken one,
In your arms I felt safe.
As you built me up;
From the bottom and up;
You allowed me to see you;
And I saw a broken man...
And with my finger on your lips,
I worked on letting you see;
The super man who saved a shattered girl.
I always say "You Saw me".
But the truth is; you heard me...
Oh this could have been a love story,
One for the books...

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Angels...

This winter was so dark;
But I never noticed before tonight;
As the candles are lit,
Burning down slowly;
I see the long night outside.
Watching the man who spent;
An entire winter, carefully,
Restoring the wings of an angel...
A small thing that sat in his hand;
Viewing him as the angel;
He saw in her bright eyes.

Last edited by This Is The Phantom Lady (December 29, 2014 8:21 pm)

**Posted by mrshouse** December 29, 2014 8:26 pm

This is lovely, Phantom. Thank you for sharing!

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** January 9, 2015 9:28 pm

Password To My Heart

User not Connected,
My nightmare.
Messages sent to an endless void,
My arms long to hold yours,
Fingers want to follow a trail,
Taste the curl of your lips.
Delayed messages;
Cutting through the emptiness,
Timed goodbyes;
Always ending the same way.
Our secret code.
The password to my heart.

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** January 10, 2015 10:01 pm

Claimed

With an icy prick;
You pierced my heart,
Stilled it in the process,
Stealing my breath.
You claimed me,
Reminded me of what I forgot,
Where I belong.
I have run so far,
So fast, thought I was safe,
Here you are with a smirk,
Putting me in place.
One word, all it took;
And I crumbled.
Melting into you...
Crying to you,
That I shouldn't do this,
As you did it to me.

**Posted by Davina** January 10, 2015 10:51 pm

Very nice!

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** January 17, 2015 1:12 am

Thanks...

Why, Little Girl?

Oh little girl,
Why are you hiding?
Why do you turn to those,
You know only mean you harm?
Do you think it's what you deserve,
Or is there a safety in knowing what you get?
You could have a chance,
I have seen your potential,
Now it's time for you to see;
The woman hiding in there.
I hear the strength in your heartbeat,
Remember first time it broke?
You thought it was the end,
And so you thought a million times,
And yet here you are...
Running out of cheeks to turn.

Last edited by This Is The Phantom Lady (January 17, 2015 1:12 am)

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** January 18, 2015 7:07 pm

The Last Good Man

The last good man in the world.
And he couldn't see it.
Too blinded by heartbreak,
A life that threw him off the curb;
At every turn...
The road took his voice,
A woman stole his heart,
and threw it back in tatters.
The last good man,
He cried alone in the darkness,
Deciding love was not for him.
When he met a broken woman,
He set out to fix her;
And she fell hard.
For a girl like that;
Is always searching for the last good man...
And the broken woman,
Broken further from her heartache,
About to leave and slam the door;
Turned around and gave him one last chance,
Offering him to hold up a mirror;
To show him the last good man in the world...
For a girl like that is always willing to cling,
To the last good man.

**Posted by Davina** January 20, 2015 9:10 am

That is very poignant and very, very good Phantom!

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** January 21, 2015 9:38 pm

Thank you! I'm glad someone likes my silly scribbles!

Not Tonight...

Not tonight,
Don't turn off the lights,
Don't let the darkness welcome you.
Not tonight,
Is what I chant;
As I drink down yet another;
Old habits die hard.
Once an addict...
Not tonight.
But tomorrow?

**Posted by Davina** January 23, 2015 9:02 pm

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** January 25, 2015 10:11 am

Super Hero...

You're stronger than you feel,
You're a hero, of the super kind,
Yes, you dare to cry,
You cut and you bleed...
But after it all you remain human,
And you still see the good;
In the people you meet.
You made it through,
So don't give up on yourself now,
But if you do just remember;
I am never going to give you up.

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** January 25, 2015 7:34 pm

Full of Demons

Little girl, so full of demons;
They burst from you at any chance;
With a tear in your eye,
You try to let them out.
One by one, easy.
You buck and heave;
Twist and turn...
Just to fit into a world;
That was never made for you.
So used to being kicked around;
That you chose to kick yourself.
You blame yourself for each demon;
Stuck inside you.
Little girl I wish you knew better,
Little girl... I wish you weren't me.

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Songs

You're a song in my life;
With wings so wide,
Wings so soft;
As I play the music you sent my way;
I let your wings embrace me.
Let the lyrics tell me to breathe;
To smile and to live...
And I cling to each note;
I know them all by heart.

Last edited by This Is The Phantom Lady (January 25, 2015 7:38 pm)

**Posted by Davina** January 26, 2015 12:05 am

I really like your poems. Do you enjoy writing them?

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** February 4, 2015 10:01 am

Thanks! I really do enjoy writing... it's a good way to get my thoughts in order sometimes!

High

Swirl me around once more;
On this morphine rush;
Teach me how to fly,
With you I am not scared of falling,
It's crashing that's my fear.
Just take me away,
As long as that's with you.
Remind me how to forget,
Hold me tight so I can let go,
Just an inch higher,
Just once more...
As long as it's with you.

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** February 5, 2015 5:46 pm

No, Sir.

Sir, you are not the master of me.
Not any more can you call me yours.
I belong to me and me alone;
Though I might share my heart;
My feelings and my vulnerability.
You once owned me,
I let you take me,
But sir, that has long since passed.
When I was up you brought me down,
When I was down you were on top.
But there you are,
With your sickening concern.
I'll tell you what changed,
Sir, I grew stronger.
I had enough, I saw through you.

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** February 5, 2015 9:57 pm

For Sale

I have danced with others,
Have smiled at more than a few,
I've let them grab me,
Allowed them to have their way.
I've sold them my soul,
And it tears you apart.
I was yours, but for sale.
Washed down the taste,
Detached mind and body...
And you had sleepless nights,
As I slept with them,
I twirled for another man,
Told him what he wanted to hear...
But your tears were on my mind.

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** February 8, 2015 8:21 pm

This is actually about the triology about my original female character from my Sherlock fan fics...

Mira

She had a heart full of dreams,
Patched up, stitched over and over again,
But still beating a rhythm.
Her head was full of ideas,
So full she felt lightheaded,
But the wheels still churned.
One day she had enough,
One day she got tired...
She ran out of stitches,
To fix her heart ache.
She spread her wings,
She learned to fly,
How to soar so high...
She left a note on a kitchen table,
Thanking them for nothing,
And out of the door she ran.
Going for glory or bust...
Her ass got cracked,
On the pavement...
Plans failed, and that's how it goes.
Until someone lend her a hand,
The house was warm,
But the shackles were harsh.
But she stuck to what she knew..
Until she was let go...
Left to make a life for herself.
Normal, it didn't last long...
A stranger swept her off her feet in a bar,
Put her on the floor, told to lie still.
She became his living corpse...
She let him pick her apart,
Let him figure her out...
And she learned the truth about herself;
And what she left behind that day...
She left a note on the table.
And she was running again.
With nothing but a fur coat,
To keep her warm on winter nights...
Until cold hands grabbed her,
Offered her salvation or...
The devil had taken her tongue,
And that was where her story ended.

**Posted by This Is The Phantom Lady** February 12, 2015 7:34 pm

The Weak One

Take me in your arms,
Kiss my forehead,
Tangle your hands in my hair,
Rock me softly.
Just for once;
Allow me to fall apart.
Let me cry on your shoulder,
Don't speak a word,
Just caress me gently,
As my body shivers with hurt,
Please just for once,
Let me be the weak one...

**Posted by Titania** February 12, 2015 8:00 pm

I like to read your poems Phantom....they are soothing to me