Please don't laugh at me too hard anyway...
Emotionally raw.
A feeling deep inside...
Where all was cold.
It has grown and taken over
The only thing I cannot comprehend.
Helped me come down from way too high...
Gently.
Fear of need.
I never knew I had a want.
Desire.
I ran until the wall stopped me.
You were there
Holding out your hands to me.
Saying nothing.
Except everything in the silence
Opening up the world.
Your unspoken words
Breaking through the ice
Around my heart.
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I haven't disappeared completely, I've just been busy writing