No one in my life knows how addicted I am. I have striven to keep my cravings secret because they will think I have a screw loose. I tried, early on, to engage them, but the lack of interest told me to drop it. I don't want to deal with the flack.
My screen name is really the truth though. Sherlock is my fix. I watch and rewatch constantly, find all the interviews on youtube, and seek out places like this where people understand.
I have been trying to OD on all this in hopes I will wake up one day and be sick of it, so I can get my life back. But that hasn't happened yet....